Well it has been quite an eventful week. Ariel is reading, Brian has finally joined the race of life again and I worked my fanny off, I wish. really looking forward to seeing my family on the 10th. Also looking forward to getting back on eating plan and excising no tell how that will feel. Today will be a lazy one as we have no way to go anywhere. probably a much needed break for the oh body and brain. Got to get Ariel ready for the bus catch up soon. boring I know.

I made it but...

My heavens, I delivered 11 tubs of mail on Saturday. We had 12 tubs of magazines alone. luckily we have till Tuesday to be them out so I took 6 of the 12 and am sure wende will get even more today. I think business's are really banking on online orders for the holidays. Job security i guess but boy am i paying for it still. I feel like a slug and don't want to move yesterday or today. whine whine whine. back to the couch I go, hoping to feel like a real person soon.

dreams

I often have dreams about people I haven't had contact in years or people that really shouldn't be in my dreams at all. Ponder, today it was about bro Max C. Silly as it was he was riding a mo-peed to Church on the side walk, I was waiting to make a left into the church parking lot he passed right by me helmet and all. Then halfway through his sermon he fell asleep after losing his place on his notes. weird, I sat straight up in bed after this dream ready to start my day at 533 am. before my alarm. Which is really weird because yesterday kicked my booty at work and I have to do it all over again today, sigh. and I went to bed toooo late. I am so proud of my husband he is taking a leap of faith with his life right now. Please pray that God will work through all three of us to mold our spirit then place us right where he wants us and lets us clearly see His will. Have a great weekend everyone I'll be back on Monday if I survive today.......

The unknown!

We are really enjoying the 3 pieces of furniture we bought. PRAISE GOD FOR THAT. Now we are back to tightening our belt and focusing on health issue, which is always an adventure. Pour Ariel will have to have the mass on her jaw biopsied and possibly removed. That's my assumption, I will be calling the dentist later this morning but it has at least doubled, if not more and hurts now, so we have no choice but to take care of it. Which means we will be getting the mri and monitoring her heart during procedure so we may get alot of answers but a real crappy way of getting it. Also she will be getting more therapy testing to try to pen point her delays. Did anyone know sleep eating is a side affect of Autism. Everyone, has a differant angle but no one can lay their finger on it. Welcome to parenthood and much practice on trusting God. Please pray for all that will be treating Ariel over the next month that they will use the talents God gave them to give us lots of useful information for her care. Now that you all have listened to enough whining for the week I'm off to workout if my feet can stand my shoes today. WHINE, WHINE, WHINE Helps to write/type this stuff out.

EXCITMENT

We are very excited today about new furniture being delivered today. We've waited and paid cash so Dave Ramsey would be proud, no financing or payments. Lots of money but it's be over 9 or 10 years since we spent anything like this for us. Maybe longer. Plus I hope to start a awsome diet plan through the club on Friday, smaller me here I come. Wish me luck and pray for Brian and Ariel that I don' get to grumpy. Off to work out and then home to make room for our delivery. "EEEK"

I'm back

Beware everyone, I have dsl Internet again so I can do stuff from home computer again which means I can blog. If no one is still with me I totally understand. It's been a pretty productive week so far, oh it's only Monday but still got alot done and alot more could happen yet. Managed after 5 months to get house organized now all that's left is the garage yuk and hot what can i say not looking forward to that. doing a cool bible study for SS. very media savvy. we are email blogging each other during the week and watchin video from Beth Moore on Sunday, first time I've done a study this way so I'll let you know how it works. definitely think it's a cool way to include everyone who can't make it on Sundays. Feel like alot of hard work will pay off soon. That has put a spring back in my step. Just hope I don't get a stress fracture. on to other Internet projects. I down load pod casts in less than 2 min I"m so excited. bye.

Tammy Lichtenstein

Hey Everyone,    I got tired of Pam showing up whenever I emailed someone and yahoo didn't even respond to the problem so I changed my ID, next will be to go to another provider if this doesn't work. got to go for now have to save hokey pokey elmo from certian malfuntion/desturction.  Tammy if you got this twice sorry.

Tammy Lichtenstein

Hey Everyone,    I got tired of Pam showing up whenever I emailed someone and yahoo didn't even responsed to the problem so I changed my ID, next will be to go to another provider if this doesn't work.  So I am emailing you so you have my new email address and just in case you don't have it my snail mail address including it too, I don't know who has it and who dosen't. got to go for now have to save hokey pokey elmo from certian malfuntion/dest